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You Can't Erase Us

by D'vorah Maya

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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Digital download of You Can't Erase Us included with each CD purchase, as well as:

    *Handwritten thank you note

    *a couple surprise stickers & pins from Grimalkin Records

    Bonus items with digital download include:
    *jpegs of promo pictures by Cole Catherine
    * pdf of lyric booklet designed by Skoob

    Proceeds from CDs will be split evenly between D'vorah and Grimalkin Records.
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  • Streaming + Download

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    Artist receives 75% of all proceeds of digital only sales. The remaining 25% supports Grimalkin's label and mutual aid fund and helps us towards sustaining our work.

    Bonus items included with digital download:
    *jpegs of promo pictures by Cole Catherine
    * pdf of lyric booklet designed by Skoob
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  • Limited Edition Cassette
    Cassette + Digital Album

    hand-dubbed with love <3

    Digital download of You Can't Erase Us included with each cassette purchase, as well as:

    *Handwritten thank you note

    *a couple surprise stickers & pins from Grimalkin Records

    Bonus items with digital download include:
    *jpegs of promo pictures by Cole Catherine
    * pdf of lyric booklet designed by Skoob

    Tape proceeds go to Black& Beyond the Binary Collective:
    www.blackbeyondthebinarycollective.org

    Includes unlimited streaming of You Can't Erase Us via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

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like the ground below  like a circle ain’t straight our existence is not up up for debate living undercover or  buried alive the future is our right right to survive ‘cause you (you!) you (you!) you (you!) you (you!) you you can’t erase us! we’re not here to  make demands we’re a rising tide you better get your head out the sand  ‘cause one by one we’re coming back from the void from the maw from the jaws of attack
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rolling sevens and elevens in a courtyard beyond escape reaching out the hand of freedom when the warden calls your name see them climbing up to heaven see them running from this place there’s a voice that speaks through you but who now am I talking to? a believer without a trace there’s a room inside this prison that nobody dares to name where their blankets torn to ribbons they are ropes that can hold their weight see them climbing up to heaven see them running from this place there’s a voice that speaks through you but who now am I talking to? a believer without a trace and in the twilight we could see them by the bullet trails they made like the tower in our vision they are stones that cannot remain see them climbing up to heaven see them running from this place there’s a voice that speaks through you but who now am I talking to? a believer without a trace
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did you know (s)he was a soldier boy? I didn’t think you did (s)he wasn’t reading writing to destroy kept his (her) body hid from the views of everyone (s)he knew but like his (her) future son there wasn’t anything that (s)he could do to make the past be gone get yourself a little more help yourself to a little bit more time you’ve got to let it shine when the walls around you are closing in tell us what the future gives who holds the debt? your body’s paying the price school’s closing down in your head don’t pull the trigger the haunted will multiply ‘cause with this running all around in circles it’s mighty tough to ride to the end of the line you’ve got to let it shine when the walls around you are closing in tell us what the future gives
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all of the words that you told me they’re circling round in my brain the grave of a lonely god and all of your best intentions they’re driving me insane in the grave of a lonely god but if you run through the mountains  and you flow through the streams then you’ll know what it means when the devil’s in me and if you run through the rivers that flow to the seas then you’ll know what it means what you want it to mean I’ve seen the tribulations the threshing of the grain  In the grave of a lonely god and I’ve seen the manifestations of a million dying dreams in the grave of a lonely god we were depending on you more than words could convey open up my miracles to pray for the rain for the rain open up my miracles to  pray for the pain for today everyone knows it’s over the skies end up folding, we all start to break open up my miracles to pray for the rain  for the rain open up my miracles to pray for the pain for today
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mercy is easy to say when the whole world has gone away and the cold broken light in my face says you won’t do this again I’ll follow the rain down to the sea floor again where the cold broken light in my face is as warm as your embrace now you wash your hands of all you don’t understand and your cold broken light in my face is as warm as your embrace
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darling it’s you and me and no one else can ever see the failing of desire it ain’t what it used to be and all that’s left eventually  are fading golden spires I heard you were walking around on hollow ground to go wherever happiness happens to be found and then you were walking away unhaulin’ day I don’t mind your hangin’ or recapturing the pain held you in ecstasy in emptiness and empathy bailing the waters that rise  but it’s always one two three four five six and then you leave leave this world behind I heard you were walking around on hollow ground to go wherever happiness happens to be found and then you were walking away unhaulin’ day I don’t mind your hangin’ or recapturing the pain
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everyone knows you’ve been on your best behavior nobody thinks you’d ever get out of line but nobody knows if you’re a borrower or a savior they just ride ride ride into the night every time you look into the mirror the shapes and the colors they all start to unwind but what you see in the shattered glass of opinion is just a side side side of your mind everyone knows you’ve been on your best behavior ‘cause you’re always the last one to the scene of the crime but what you’ve been running from is a real enemy not just a lie lie lie in your mind over your shoulder behind your back and inside your heart all that you know is starting to unwind but what you see in the light of a million exploding suns is just a side side side of your mind it’s just a light light light in your mind
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oh my gracious!  your liberation was a fever that started to trend there in the distance begging resistance is the feeling I’ve lost in the end so tear me open my sweet overlord treat your dead horse like a friend bury the needle under-believer with the feeling I’ve lost in the end
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writing your rites sold death you drape the candle with the night granted time given time for one in ten to care their faces turned away the tide has turned away we could not trace the candlelight two bodies on the bridge  in missile town inevitable inevitable confrontation inevitable confrontation and all your systems will fail

about

September 9, 2022: You Can’t Erase Us, D’vorah Maya’s (she/her) powerful and haunting debut album, manages to be both richly varied in sound and utterly accessible in approach. Fusing electronica, post punk, indie pop, folk and lo-fi rock, each song brings a unique and often astonishing blend of synths and electro-acoustic instruments, rich vocal harmonies and lyrics that cover wide swaths of tonal and emotional ground. Through singing and shouting, whispering and pure instrumentation, D’vorah conjures up soundscapes that stick with the listener long after the music’s over.

Arriving at a time of renewed attacks on queer and trans folk everywhere, You Can’t Erase Us is both a battle cry against those who attempt to negate our existence and a portrait of the toll such negation can take on those forced to endure it. Imbued with a sense of urgency and defiant hopefulness, You Can’t Erase Us is a document of loss, survival and resilience in the face of personal and collective trauma, a powerful affirmation of humanity at a turning point in the artist’s history and the movement for trans rights.

Born in central Illinois, raised in the Chicago area and currently based in Portland Oregon, D’vorah Maya developed an obsession with the Beatles around age 8, when she received her first guitar. Thanks to her mother’s impeccable taste in workout music (notably Blondie, Boy George, Fleetwood Mac and Roxy Music), along with constant exposure to Motown and “classic” rock during long car rides, D’vorah’s songwriting foundations became firmly laid at an early age. Later adventures found her exploring dozens of different music genres, further broadening her musical and artistic horizons.

After playing guitar, drums and singing in several punk and hard rock bands in high school, D’vorah briefly studied blues and jazz guitar theory in college while participating in several different recording and performance projects. She soon dropped out (returning twelve years later to obtain a degree in mental health counseling) and gradually taught herself to play bass and keyboards while honing her skills at songwriting and production. You Can’t Erase Us, her first full-length album, is a culmination of these efforts and is written, performed, recorded and mixed entirely by D’vorah. In addition to being a musician, she works full time as a mobile crisis counselor.

The pre-order and lead single, the grave of a lonely god, releases August 5, 2022.
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This album will be released on cassette and CD.

Artist receives 75% of all proceeds of digital only sales. The remaining 25% supports Grimalkin's label and mutual aid fund and helps us towards sustaining our work.

Tape proceeds go to Black& Beyond the Binary Collective:
www.blackbeyondthebinarycollective.org

Proceeds from CDs will be split evenly between D'vorah and Grimalkin Records.

credits

released September 9, 2022

Mastered by Caley Monahon-Ward.
Art Direction by Cole Catherine and D’vorah Maya
Photography and Cover Art by Cole Catherine.
Graphic Design by Skoob (j-card, CD and lyric booklet)

Immense gratitude to all my friends and family who listened to this album across its many stages of development and provided invaluable feedback. Your insights made these songs so much better than they would have been.

Special thanks to Jordanna, Iara, Nick, Mom, Dee Dee, Cole, Dandy, Jenna, Keith, Lielah, Sammy and Tara.

This album is dedicated to the memory of Matt Brockman, 6/20/1986 – 8/9/2020. Knucks to Jesus <3

Much love to Liam Doyle and Various Small Flames for this lovely premiere and review: varioussmallflames.co.uk/2022/09/09/dvorah-maya-you-cant-erase-us/

Thanks to Seattle Gay Scene for including this album in their best of 2022: seattlegayscene.com/2022/12/the-best-queer-music-of-2022/

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